Why I'm a Frickin Mess.

You want to know why I've been posting things like "ohh, I'm sooo sad" and stuff like that?

Well, this is why.

I loved a guy, I thought he loved me back.
Everything was perfect and everything was fine.
But apparently he wasn't willing to wait for me; to adhere to the standards my family has.
And the only real love I ever knew... was taken away from me by the one I thought I'd be with forever.
And the terrible thing is? The only thing I want right now is him back.
But I've never been able to have what I truly want, and when I do have it, it's always been taken away from me. So life isn't really going to ever be the same anymore. I might try to cover up what I'm feeling, I might get another boyfriend.
But it's never going to be the way it was with
Braeden.

Sorry, world. I'm just so upset and shocked and I cannot believe that someone I trusted with my LIFE would ever do this to me. And I know I seem like a wimpy, naiive teenage girl (and I am!) but it hurts and there's nothing I can do about it and that's why it hurts so bad...